For both my husband and I there has been a constant stirring of the heart for a few years now without a clear idea of what we were to do about the desires we had. They were vague at best. We both felt pulled towards orphans and Eastern Europe and felt we wanted to serve in some capacity in helping with this great need. I also had another desire and hope for our family that my husband did not. I prayed for more than a year and a half that God would change my husband’s heart or take the desire away. Little did we both know that God would change [Read more…] about Stirring the Heart to Leap
Faith
An Instrument
Lord, make me an instrument, an agent of your grace in a world that is desperate for you. I am imperfect and broken. My life is not tidy or neat. Even in my messiness, use me. Right here in this very place let change begin with me.
Free Fall
When I was a little girl I loved the excitement of a roller coaster. My favorite were the big old fashion wooden ones. The shaky, creaky assent to the tippy top. The view that took my breathe away . The free fall down, that left my heart thumping and stomach in my toes. The turns and the ups and downs. I would try my hardest to keep my eyes wide open for I did not want to miss a thing. Sometimes fear would grip me and I would shut my eyes tight and scream loud. When my eyes remained open to all that I felt and saw, I would feel so alive and free. The moment would seem to go on forever even though it was mere minutes.